One of those

Oh god it is over,  

How do I fathom 

It is already dead

even before it started to blossom

The earth has stopped spinning 

There’s no more pain, 

u left me no reason

All those moments are in vain

Everything seems to have stopped growing

No seasons pass me by, 

Seconds feel like a million hours

Every day I cry.

Will my heart ever again

start loving since there's no one to love here?

Losing you, not being with you

Was my most dreaded fear.

When will my soul stop searching?

Now that you’re gone,

without you I swear

I'm not that strong.

Did the sun clock stop going round ?

For me you went away,

there once was a beautiful sun shining on me

but now there's not even one ray.

Did the wind stop its howl?

Now that there's no breath we share,

I know you never loved me

but I really did care.

Feels like everything has stopped working

it is all frozen in time, 

I will always miss the days

that I could call you mine.